amor.

My weekend had it's ups & downs. Overall, it was pretty good, despite the arguments. On Friday, I had school in the morning, then afterwards Jason treated me out to Olive Garden, the food was amazing as usual. Then for dessert, we went to Cold Stone for my first time, it was really yummy (: Afterwards, we headed back home and me, loren, and nicole made our boyfriends chocolate covered strawberries & cookies. On Saturday, I had to go to work in the morning :( I finally left around 8ish and went to Jared's, we just did boy stuff, lame. I went home early that night because everyone else went to a party, I stayed home and did nothing. Me and Jason fought on the phone again. We've been arguing a lot lately, it sucks. The thing is, we never used to argue. If anything, we'd argue like once every 2 weeks, now it's almost every other day. Anyways, now today, Sunday. Valentines Day. It didn't really feel like Valentines Day, minus the fact that all the restaurants were crowded. I guess I'm just so used to hanging out with Jason so much, that it's become a daily routine. I mean, I don't have a problem spending time together, but I think we should probably space this out. We talked about not going out much anymore, because like I said " we've lost that spark, that exciting feeling " It's not that I don't feel happy going places together, it just feels like another day to me. Today was a little different. Jason & I went on a ferry to Port Townsend for lunch, we went to a restaurant called The Public Restaurant? I ordered the Crabwich. I think that had to of been the best crabcake burger I've ever eaten in my life, it was seriously thaaaat good. It was pretty expensive =| ... Jason spent so much money on me this past weekend, I feel bad =/ I really am a selfish person ... I'm just too blind to notice. I don't think I'll be asking him for stuff for awhile ... I really do appreciate all he's done for me this weekend, this was the first time a guy has ever taken me out on Valentine's Day. I've never really had a real Valentine until today. I'm going to make it up to him for sure, he deserves it. He's really the nicest boyfriend I've ever had, I'm really lucky to have him (: Spending time with him today meant a lot to me. I mean, isn't that the truuue meaning of Valentines Day? Appreciate the one you love. I tried to be the best girlfriend as I could be today, hopefully I didn't screw up this time. I hope he knows that I love him soooo much.