Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Letter #9

Dear Haley Williams, 
First of all I'd just like to say I absolutely love your music! Every single album you've made so far have all sounded so good (: I think you have the coolest hair & clothing style ever, it's so unique. I like how your music isn't so cliche, it's about reality. Your music is just so perfect to listen to whenever I'm stressed or upset. I went to one of your concerts last month in Seattle and it was epic! You seriously sound even more amazing live. I'd love to meet you because you seem like such a chill & funny person to hangout with. I like to sing myself so I think it'd be fun to have a music session together. If that day ever does come, that would be one of the best days of my life (:

Letter #8

I don't really have any internet friends because nobody really goes on msn messenger & etc anymore, so that's that ha.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Letter #7

Dear Michael,
I don't even know what to say to you. I don't even want to write about you honestly, but I might as well let out my emotions. Thanks for screwing up my relationship with Jason. I know it wasn't all your fault, but still, I wish we didn't talk after we broke up. You hurt me really bad, you should feel horrible for all the things you made me do. I feel so stupid for putting up with you. In a way I guess I could thank you for hurting me because after all the pain you put me through, I didn't have to go through the pain alone. You're the reason that brought me and Jason closer, so thank you (: It's funny how you're the one who let me go, yet you're the one running back to me begging for a second chance. Ha, you thought wrong. I hope you can find some other girl to make you happy. I hope you find the strength to finally get rid of our box of memories, it's for the best.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Letter #6

Dear Stranger,
I don't exactly know you but I hope that someday I will. Maybe we'll be best friends. Maybe we'll fall in love. Maybe we'll end up going to school together or even get married? Whoever you are dear stranger, we should meet. I'm a pretty nice person, but I'm slightly shy. So that's a bit of a problem when it comes to meeting new people. I hope that whenever we do meet, you're someone I can trust. Just promise not to break my heart?

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Letter #5

Dear Dreams,
I promise I'm going to try to do my best in school to make you come true. I really want to do something in the medical field. I love the feeling of helping people in need, it always makes my day. Just knowing each day I'm benefiting someone's life is a miracle. As for after the college life, I really hope I meet the one for me. I can't wait till my wedding day. I can't wait to be in love. I can't wait to do more exciting things in my life now that I'm out of oak harbor and I'm on my own. Please excite me with new things (:

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Letter #4

Dear Kevin, 
I've always looked up to you since we were young. Everything you did, I would always copy you because I thought I'd be as cool as you, haha. I know we don't talk as much as we used to, but I'm always here for you. I wish you the best of luck in Virginia, I know you'll do great. You're so smart and talented, I'm truly jealous. I really do miss you, a lot. I'm sad that I didn't get to see you at my graduation, but I understand that you're busy with school. Thanks for always being on my side whenever I'd get into fights with mom & dad. Thanks for getting me drinks & not telling mom and dad about that party I had last summer! Whenever you come home, we need to have more hangouts like that (; Anyways, I can't wait till you come home. I love you Kevy (:

Friday, June 25, 2010

Letter #3

Dear Mom and Daddy,
I know I don't show it much, but I truly do love you guys & appreciate everything you do for me. I know we got into many arguments when it came to boyfriends and school, but I know you only wanted what was best for me. Even though you drove me crazy about homework, it all payed off in the end when I finally graduated. Thank you for bringing me closer to God, living by his word has made me a better person. I wish we could have spent more time together as a family because I really do miss our board game nights. I'm sorry not for cleaning my room whenever you ask. Next year, I'm probably going to go crazy because I won't have anyone to wash my dishes haha. But I will miss you guys, I'll try my best to come home and visit and give you guys a call once in awhile. I love you :)

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Letter #2

Dear Jason,
You're one of the funniest guys I know, you can always put a smile on my face. Thank you for always being there for me whenever I'm down. You've taught me so much and helped me to be a better person, and I'll be forever thankful for that. You know me more than anyone else, with an exception of my best friends. I may not show or tell you often, but I really do appreciate everything you do for me. I know things have been hard between us lately, but things will get better, I promise. I'm willing change so that we can stay together. I don't want to give up on you, or us. Losing you would be one of the biggest mistakes I'd ever make, one that I'd probably regret forever. I knew you were the one for me the moment I ran out your door when you chased after me. No guy has ever bothered to fight for me, ever in my entire life. When I saw how much effort you put just to stop me from breaking up with you, I realized wow, he must really be in love with me. I love that feeling of knowing there's someone that loves me for all my imperfections, and that truly makes me feel so special. So, thank you for making me one of the happiest girls in the world. 

Letter #1

Dear Nancy & Jeanine,
You two are the best, best friends I could ever ask for. Thank you for everything you've done for me seriously, you mean so much to me. I love how I can tell you anything and everything and you won't judge. Thanks for being there for me whenever I'm down or just a mess. I love how I can say a mean girls phrase and you'll understand what I'm talking about. I'm so excited to continue our friendship in Bellingham. Having a place to ourselves and not being tied down by our parents shall definitely spice up our hangouts (: If you ever need anything, I'm always here for you guys. Except when it comes to cooking and making dance videos. When I move into my new room, we can make new memories and make another post it wall at the apartment. We canstill have sleepovers till we're 25 ! Haha, well anyways LYLAS<3 bye! hahahhahaha.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

This will probably take me a while, but it won't hurt to try.



WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Thursday, June 17, 2010

It's the end of a new beginning.


Oh my gosh, I have soooo much to say! I'll start off with my last day of school. It was just so surreal. I couldn't believe this was my last day as a highschooler. As I was signing yearbooks, I realized this was it. These will probably be the last words that they'll remember me for. I'm going to miss so many people so so much. I'm sad that this was my last year in choir, I'm going to miss it soooo much. But, the paper toss took so much stress off. I was so happy to let go of it all.


Senior breakfast. I loved looking back on old times. Everyone has changed whether they realized it or not. Some for the better, and some for the worst. High School has taught me so much about myself and others. I've made so many memories that I'll always cherish. You know who your true friends are when you can look back and see who's still there for you since the start. Thank you Nancy, Jeanine, Aeron, Lester. 




Graduation Day. I honestly couldn't believe I was graduating. I've been waiting for this day for 12 years and now it's finally here. After all my hard work, I made it. The ceremony was long and cold, but it was worth it. I feel so proud of myself for making this far. Congratulations 2010, we made it.


Grad Night. This has seriously been one of the best nights of my life. I loved spending time with all my friends without having to stress about anything. I went to the family fun center and did laser tag, go carts, trampoline, henna tattoos, bumper cars, etc. After that we went to some random club. At first it was a little sketchy, but once we got in, it was so much fun. I sumo wrestled with Nancy, which was so tiring haha. Then we danced and then the best part was the hypnotizing part. Everyone was seriously hilarious, especially Katie. It was so weird, yet funny at the same time. This will be an unforgettable night. Thanks to everyone who made my night amazing. I'm really going to miss you guys, seriously. 



Now Summer. Since this is technically my last summer with everyone before we part, I need to make sure I make it the best. These will be the last few months before going back to sleepless study nights and never ending finals. Goal: Make this the best summer possible!