goodbye good mood ..

I've found myself pretty stressed lately. I hate it when I start off with a good day, then someone just happens to ruin it, then slowly as the day goes on , people just keep on making it worse. I hate it when I have 100 things to do at once in 1 hour. I hate how I ask such little things, yet nobody does them. I hate not eating for 11 hours. I hate how people yell at me for something I didn't do. I just really dislike Cupid's Song right now.. I think I've spent the last 4 months planning this thing, and the least my OWN choir can do is help out. It's my last year to do this, and I'm already about to hang myself. I'm dreading tomorrow. Yet, very scared. I hope I do well =/

Enough with that..

I'M GOING TO A PARAMORE & RELIENT K. CONCERT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm soooooo excited, they're my favorite bands. I'm watching it with Nancy and Jeanine... at least I think I am? Things have been pretty frustrating though. It's bugging me. I'm trying not to let it get to me though. I just feel like I've been getting treated rudely. If that's even a word? Sometimes I feel like I'm always the one to blame.. even if I didn't do something. The thing that makes me more upset is how they could do the same thing back and it's totally fine. I just don't make that big of a deal of it. 

I just want some ribs, honestly... and a strawberry milkshake. That just might be best thing that could happen to me all week. Well I'm going to bed now, night.