Lately I've been having a lot of deep talks with Jason for the past nights. That's one of my favorite things that I love about our relationship, we're just so comfortable with each other that we could tell each other everything and anything. Everyday I find new things that I love about him. I thought I knew what it felt like to be truly in love, but as I look back, I just had a heart full of mistakes, lust & lies. There's so many things that I wish I could take back from the past, I just wish I could of realized things a lot sooner, then maybe I wouldn't be as weak as I am now. As i look back on my past relationships, none of them could come close to the one I'm in right now. things are just so amazing, like I can't even explain it. I mean, I would never picture this happening after all that's happened these past few months. You taught me how to be a stronger person & you’ve shown me how a relationship is supposed to be. I'm no longer cautious of what I do, because you're the type of guy to accept me, for me; not who you want me to be. I know you don't think you're special, but you are to me. I look forward to every conversation we have and every moment I’m with you. We’ve had a few conversations about the future, whether we're being sarcastic or serious, that makes me so determined to know what we have could really last. It means a lot to me knowing you'd even consider me being in your future. I'm not trying to rush things with our relationship, but it'd be really cool if those future plans really did happen. But for now, let's just keep things the way they are because right now we have a really good thing going, I can't afford to lose what we have. Losing you would be one of the hardest things I'd have to go through. So hopefully that won't be happening anytime soon. I really do love you so much. I know I ask a lot from you when I shouldn't, but just know I'm in this relationship because of you, not because of what's in your wallet. I've never been treated so well by a guy until I had you. I know you don't think you spoil me, but in my eyes you do. I don't care if you don't buy me much, because I'm happy with the love you give me. That's all that really matters. Well, I'm tired of blogging. Maybe I'll add more to this later. Kbye(:
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