Sooo much has happened within the past week. Things that I wish I could forget, things that I wish I haven't said, and feelings that I want to forever feel. I guess you could say I've been through a roller coaster of emotions. I'll skip the bad and start with the good. Well, Jason said " I love you " to me for his first time. I was sooo surprised & relieved at the same time because I felt the exact same way. At that moment, I couldn't stop smiling, it's as if my face was permanently stuck like that or something. I couldn't be any happier, I haven't felt like this in a really long time. I forgot what it felt like to be loved. gahjklasfd(: I can't even explain how I feel right now. All I know is that I'm seriously in love with this boy. He's definitely changed since the last time I wrote about him. Now he's everything that I've been waiting for. There isn't one thing that I'd want to change about him now. I feel horrible for what I said before, but everything happens for a reason right? I mean, this is the " serious-ness " that I was looking for, this is the feeling that I want to feel. You wanted me to be happy right? Well you got what you wanted and I hope you're happy too? I know we had a rough start, but we made it through together, I wouldn't want it any other way. I mean, I know it's kind of weird saying " I love you " since it's been such a long time, so it's kind of awkward saying it, but I'm sure we'll get used to it like everything else. Anyways, that's all I wanted to say, I just needed to let this out because it's all that's been on my mind for the past few days.
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