WTF. seriously? Why does this always happen to me? Why is that every time I'm thinking about something good, the opposite of what I want happens. Why am I so fucking dumb? Why is that the one time I'm trying to do something good, I screw up. Why couldn't I just do that one simple that you asked? I feel so stupid for saying " we rarely ever fight. " And here we are now, arguing over one thing that screwed us over. FML seriously. Now I'm stuck with this regret that I can't take back. Maybe I should just stop writing about the things on my mind because it's just going to back fire at me. I wish I could of just known that things weren't going well for you. I wish I could of known how much this meant to you. I wish I could turn back time. I was just trying to write about how much you mean to me, but now it means nothing but pitty to you. What sucks is that you don't think I care, you don't think you're important to me, but you are. I can't just not be worried about you, about us. I can't get this off my mind just like that, it's just hard for me. It's 3am and I still can't sleep just knowing you're mad at me, but I'm going to have to try since I have to get up for school in like 3 hours. Fuuuck. Well, bye.
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