spring break.

Spring break was seriously amazing. DCON, Oregon tour, and hanging out with all my friends. I had so much more fun than I thought I would have. I'll start off with dcon. Everyone there was just so inspiring to me, just knowing how much of an impact key club has made to millions of people in the world makes me so happy. I loved the enthusiasm everyone had, I loved being surrounded by my closest friends, I loved making new friends and getting to know different cultures. Although waking up early was death, I had like 7 hours of sleep the whole weekend. I watched Glee every night with Nancy (: It's sad that this was my last dcon, I'm definitely going to miss it. I'll always be team 20i <3

Now tour.The atmosphere from dcon was totally different. Not even a million words could explain how much I love my choir. I love how we could talk about anything and everything to each other. We went through a 7 hour drive together, sung together, showered together, shopped together, ate together, cried together, laughed together, it was as if we were a family. I love how everyone is always by your side. I know I can always go to them when something is wrong. I love how caring every single person was. I loved opening up to people knowing they wouldn't judge me. I loved getting to know people I never talked to. I loved getting closer, it only made the bond even stronger. I love getting away for a bit with my choir, we always have those "talks" where you can't help but not cry and vent. I'm seriously going to to miss it, miss them. We've been a group since we were freshman, and pretty soon we'll be doing our own thing. Having 7 hours of sleep the whole weekend was worth it, seriously. After leaving town for half of spring break, I actually loved coming home. Not just catching up on sleep, but seeing him too. I told myself I would try to keep him off my mind and focus on other things. I told myself I wouldn't call/text him during the day but only to say goodnight. I needed to "train" myself for the future. I needed to make sure I'm capable of living without him always by my side, and I thought I did pretty good. It was fun going to Applebees and partying (: It always seems to put people in a better mood. Now that break is finally over, back to school. Lame. Hello starbucks tomorrow morning (: Please do me good & keep me awake for school.