Why is it always my fault?
Why am I always the one to put to blame?
I don't even remember the last time you
asked me
to hangout. If you ever do hangout, it's only with Nancy and Nadija. You only invite Nancy and Nadija. So don't tell me I'm ditching you guys if I'm not even invited. You're always with Nancy. I try inviting you to places, but it's always a "I'll think about it" or you just don't want to be in that type of scene. I hate how you always assume I'm with my boyfriend all the time. It's too bad that I'm actually not with him every second of the day as people think I am. Lately I've been home, or work, or hanging out with my friends. He has work and school too that don't fit perfectly with my schedule either. If I am with him, it's probably after work or the weekends. Maybe we're always together because everyone else is with their bf/gf so we're put aside by ourselves. Not only that, but we hangout with the same friends too. So we're bound to always be around each other. I wasn't trying to ditch you guys or anything, it's just that I feel like you guys isolate me.The reason why I'm not always with you guys is because I feel left out half the time. It also doesn't help that we're going to different colleges. I'm sorry I'm not going to Western. I'm sorry I'm not moving in with you guys. Since Western is all you guys ever talk about, I'm always left out of the convo. Maybe if you just ask me to hangout, I would. I try really hard to stay interested in your life, but you're pushing me away. I always try to ask what'g going on at lunch but it always comes off as being nosy. As much as I hate to admit it, but I feel like we've lost the title of best friends. I mean yeah, you and nancy are, but the three of us aren't.
to hangout. If you ever do hangout, it's only with Nancy and Nadija. You only invite Nancy and Nadija. So don't tell me I'm ditching you guys if I'm not even invited. You're always with Nancy. I try inviting you to places, but it's always a "I'll think about it" or you just don't want to be in that type of scene. I hate how you always assume I'm with my boyfriend all the time. It's too bad that I'm actually not with him every second of the day as people think I am. Lately I've been home, or work, or hanging out with my friends. He has work and school too that don't fit perfectly with my schedule either. If I am with him, it's probably after work or the weekends. Maybe we're always together because everyone else is with their bf/gf so we're put aside by ourselves. Not only that, but we hangout with the same friends too. So we're bound to always be around each other. I wasn't trying to ditch you guys or anything, it's just that I feel like you guys isolate me.The reason why I'm not always with you guys is because I feel left out half the time. It also doesn't help that we're going to different colleges. I'm sorry I'm not going to Western. I'm sorry I'm not moving in with you guys. Since Western is all you guys ever talk about, I'm always left out of the convo. Maybe if you just ask me to hangout, I would. I try really hard to stay interested in your life, but you're pushing me away. I always try to ask what'g going on at lunch but it always comes off as being nosy. As much as I hate to admit it, but I feel like we've lost the title of best friends. I mean yeah, you and nancy are, but the three of us aren't.
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