For the past few weeks I've been writing blogs on my daily letters on whatever topic it goes by. I haven't really been blogging on my daily life. I think a lot has happened since I last blogged but I won't really get that into it on here. Not huuuge events, but enough to effect me.
Everyday I always wonder how long my relationship will actually last. I mean, this is reality now. High School relationships lasting forever is a joke nowadays. It's hard not to doubt something that's so inevitable. We do have something rare though, so it's hard to predict what could actually happen. I'm just scared of getting my hopes up and being let down after all we went through.
Everyday I always wonder how long my relationship will actually last. I mean, this is reality now. High School relationships lasting forever is a joke nowadays. It's hard not to doubt something that's so inevitable. We do have something rare though, so it's hard to predict what could actually happen. I'm just scared of getting my hopes up and being let down after all we went through.
Can we honestly make this work? Am I stupid for even thinking we could potentially have a future?
We both have such diverse career paths ahead of us that it seems impossible to have a future throughout all the struggles we have yet to face.
I don't know. Maybe I'm over thinking this. But it's just been bugging me so much considering summer's ending in a matter of 6 weeks.
I'm just praying for the best.
I'm just praying for the best.
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