Sunday, July 18, 2010

Letter #12

Dear Michael,
As I look back to the hard times I had my past, you're that one person who caused me so much pain and grief. As I'm looking back, I feel so stupid and foolish for staying around. I should have known better than to believe your stupid lies. I should have been more stronger. There's just so much that I regret when I was with you. You crushed my self esteem to pieces. You really damaged me. I became so vulnerable. I hate you for treating me so bad. I hate how you made me hate myself. I hate you for not putting effort into the simplest things in our relationship. I feel bad for you. I feel bad for whoever you're going to end up being with because I know she'll end up heartbroken just like how you left me. Maybe you need to grow up and learn how to treat a girl. I knew from the past to never fall for your lies again, so I hope you're happy. You got what you wanted right? You wanted to see if our relationship was real so you left me. I guess that's your loss not mine. Don't give me that bullshit you said in the past to get me back. I'm not falling for it again, and I never will. I know deep down you might still love me, and maybe you always will, but don't blame me for your mistake.

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