200<3

As of today, Jason & I, have officially been together for 200 days. I'm sure the countdown thingy will keep changing the amount as the days go by, but frankly I'm pretty shocked. 200 days? that's a long time. Well, we've liked each other for about 230 or more days, so technically it could have been longer, but that's okay. These 200 days with him have been the best 200 days of my life (: I don't mean to sound corny, but to be honest, being with him has made me a much more happier person than I was before. Lately we've both been busy with school & work, so we don't see each other as much as we used to. Maybe that's a good thing? Maybe it's a sign or something? All relationships have ups & downs, maybe this is something we need to work on. Maybe we need to learn how to manage our time with school/jobs and still be able to make this relationship work. I'm determined to stay together, despite whatever gets in the way. I think being apart is kind of a good thing because every time I see him after a long time, it kinda feels like I haven't seen him for weeks, so when I do get to see him, I'm ten times more happier. I mean sometimes it sucks whenever he's not around. I hate seeing other couples together at school knowing I can't be the girl that he walks to class anymore, but there's really nothing I can do about that. Sometimes I feel like we barely talk anymore just because I can't talk on the phone or text him as much as I used to. I mean lately we've barely talked on the phone at night because I'm tired from school & I have to wake up the next morning, so I need sleep. It's pretty pathetic that I do miss him, even though I see him every other day. But I guess that's the problem with me, I need to make sure I can still be a strong person with or without him. I can't always rely on him (even though I do 99.9% of the time.) I hope we stay together even though we can't see each other as much. I hope things don't change between us. I hope that the 200 days could turn into a thousand +more.