myyy wednesday.

Most of my blogs are usually about something that's bugging me or stuff like that. But I never really write about my daily life. So I guess I'll start now, even though probably no one will read this but me, but oh well. Well, I woke up at 6:18am. Got ready & etc. Got starbucks (; Jason drove me to school today. He asked me why I kept looking at him, I didn't really know why, actually I'm lying, that's just what I said to him, I just think he looks really cute or funny whenever he's driving. I really do appreciate everything he does for me. Even though I may not show it often, I really do. I wish he knew that. I hope he doesn't think I take him for granted. I'm trying to not ask him for stuff like food and all that. I'm trying to be a good girlfriend, but it's hard to know if I'm doing my job right or not. I'm not trying to buy his love, I just want to be fair with it all. Anyways, school was boring as usual. Lunch got very frustrating ... I didn't know we needed our social security numbers for prom. I can tell by the look in his eyes that he was pissed at me. I haven't felt that bad in a long time. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I could say I'm sorry millions of times, but I know he'd still be mad because we had to miss class. I tried to let his anger subside. A few hours later after SADD club, he seemed fine. We went to his house. I haven't taken a nap this whole week. Weird. We watched our daily basketball while laying on his bed together. Just laying in his arms feels like home to me. After that, we went to Tokyo Stop. We both ordered #1. Then, I had to get ready for my concert. I was at the school from 530-900pm. Holy Shit. I'm tired now. I hated the song that my choir sang, but whatever. I sang A Whole New World with Jared. My duet song didn't sound as good as I wanted it to, but I can't change that now. I was so nervous ... surprisingly, I got my words right. Nasty&Fluffy told me that guys were whistling at me and Jason got jealous. That was kind of weird hearing that, because he doesn't seem like the person to care. To be honest, I thought that was kinda cute. My best friends got me flowers, I love them, seriously. I don't know what I'd do without them. Well, it's getting late so I'm going to end this. Goodbye !