After everything that's happened within the past few months, I've finally found my way of out the darkness, and found the light that I've been searching for. It took me a long time to believe that I'd actually move on and find someone to put the pieces of my broken heart back together. I found myself finally happy again & back into place, because of you. Who knew that one person can do so much? Every moment spent with you has been amazing. I'm glad that I'm with such a sweet & funny guy like you, I wouldn't want it any other way. You're unlike any guy I've ever met, you're someone I can trust 100%, you're someone I can talk to about anything, you're someone that can make me smile no matter what, you're someone that doesn't judge me for who I am ... you're someone that I'm beginning to fall fast for. I guess you could consider that a good and a bad thing? I mean, I don't want to rush into things with you, actually, I just really don't want to screw things up with you at all. I guess I'm scared of losing that feeling that you give me. I guess I just don't want to get hurt again, like before. I can't even really explain the kinda feeling you give me, I mean, just sitting beside you in your car driving around talking about random things make me happy. Its the little things you do that I admire the most. I appreciate all that you do for me, seriously. Like taking me home everyday, buying me a baja blast, getting me pink roses, talking on the phone with me even though you're tired, walking me to class, etc. There's really no need to impress me, I don't care if you don't take me out to expensive restaurants & buy me diamonds, I'd be happy with chicken nuggets & socks (: I'm just really happy we're together. I'm glad I took the risk of telling you how I felt, because it was worth it. Imagine how things would of ended up if we kept in these feelings any longer than we already did. I know being with each other isn't exactly what we planned, but I like how things turned out in the end. At first, I was scared & confused, but the moment you said " wow .. what if i told you that ... idk, sometimes that's how i feel too .. ? " I felt so happy & relieved. You saved me from another heartbreak. I'm glad we took this day by day because we gained more trust in each other & built such a close bond together, now things aren't as awkward as they were like before. I guess going to all those parties were worth it, because then we would of never had our first kiss [x I'll never forget that. But despite the awkwardness that went on with our friends & ex's, things are finally good again. There's less tension whenever they're around, I'm really glad we're all okay with each other. I wouldn't want to lose another friend out of my life. Hopefully things will remain this way.
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