imy.

So I'm laying on my bed on a Sunday afternoon doing nothing =/ I usually spend my Sundays in Seattle with Jason, but he's currently on vacation in Florida for a week and a half. I'm trying not to be one of those clingy girlfriends who has to text him 24/7. I usually just talk to him whenever he has free time, which isn't too much, but I understand he's with his family. I also don't want to be one of those girls sitting at home just because my boyfriend is gone while everyone is with their friends. But today everyone seems to be doing their own thing, so therefore I'm kind of stuck in that situation. Ive been pretty good at keeping myself occupied for the past few days, and I've been content. I guess I'm kind of testing myself. Eventually I'm going to have to get used to not seeing him every single day, so being apart for our first time is really helping. There are a lot of times where I wish he was with me just because it gets a little lonely while everyone else is paired up, and the fact that almost everything reminds me of him. I've never missed him this much before... then again he's never left me before. I don't mean to sound pathetic, but it's just the way I'm feeling. I always try to take every opportunity to go parties&etc just so I can get him off of my mind, but even that doesn't completely work. At the end of the night, I'm still hoping he'd be with me.