today was exactly what i needed.

I love that feeling you get when someone makes your day. I was just in a really bad mood today, and someone just had to make it even worse, but then he came along. It's as if he read my mind or something. I hadn't really talked or hung out with him much for the past couple nights so him calling really meant a lot. It felt kind of awkward at first just because it's been awhile. This whole day I kept thinking to myself, maybe his feelings for me are fading, maybe he's bored with me, maybe I don't make him happy, maybe he's mad at me, because I mean he barely talks to me during the day. Laying in his arms really made me feel better. Venting out everything just felt sooo good. It's those little things I really enjoy that make me really happy. I like it when we don't have to worry about pda and everything, I'm not just talking sexually, but emotionally too. There's always that other side of someone that other people don't see. Today we went to the store together and bought ingredients to make spaghetti for dinner, it was good (: We also watched Valentines Day, and I liked it! Of course he had to leave early because of school, but that was fine, I spent just enough time with him (: I'm hoping that we can go on a date this weekend. I'm thinking shopping, dinner, and a movie. I want to get out of town. I want a break from parties and irritations. Everyone wants their romantic days? And besides, I don't feel welcome at his house anyways. In a couple more weeks I'm hoping to get the two of us seattle sounders tickets. I'm going to go broke soon :( haha. Anyways, I hate when I over think things. Everything ended up okay (: